Back in 2013 I made a statement about Hitler not being a bad person, and immediately realized soon after that I had made a terrible mistake that would ultimately come back to haunt me. During that time I had been suffering from severe depression, and drug addiction for many years prior to that. I also attempted to commit suicide in 2012, and overdosed on prescription pills. I wanted to die. I felt worthless, and unloved as that pain continued to grow causing me to further spiral out of control. Losing touch of myself, and reality. It was absolutely the lowest point I had ever reached in my life, and today I am truly sorry to everyone that I may have hurt along my self-destructive path.
I have made many mistakes that I am definitely not proud about, but I am only a flawed human who is trying my best to be a better person than I was in the past. I am deeply sorry for my irresponsible, reckless, and selfish actions and I hope that everyone can forgive me for the pain that I may have caused.
I want to be a good role model for my daughter because I don’t want her to go through what I have had to endure. I hope that I will be given a second chance at life to make things right again. We all make mistakes in life, and I have unfortunately made many in the public eye.
Although I cannot do much to change my past mistakes now, I can however, try to make things right from this moment forward, and be the best person that I can be. I am in no way, shape or form a racist nor antisemitic, and absolutely 100% not a Nazi supporter. It was a careless mistake I made in 2013 while suffering severe depression, drug addiction, and [being] suicidal. That is not the woman I have grown up to be today, and the loving mother that I have become.
I humbly ask for forgiveness from everyone I may have hurt or offended. I just want a second chance at life to start over, and be given a chance to fix my wrongs. It will be a work in progress, but I want to do this so that my daughter will be proud of me one day, and have a positive, strong role model in her life and that starts with me.
I hope that Celebrity Big Brother will give me a second chance.
Despite claiming she immediately realized she made a mistake, Tila continued making posts and videos where she talked about being sympathetic and forgiving Hitler while making antisemitic comments.
She didn't seem think what she did was wrong when she filmed this video. In it, she says "I'd like to address the ridiculous rumors on the internet that I'm a Nazi. Just because I made some satire videos. Just because I was sympathetic towards other human beings [Hitler] because God says that we should forgive and forget. But unfortunately some "chosen ones" who think they are God's people refuse to forgive and forget." She also says she didn't realize the Photoshop of her in front of Auschwitz wearing a Nazi uniform had anything wrong with it, "It all started with a satire photo. Some of my fans made a Photoshop picture of me that says "All hail the queen" and unbeknownst to me, I didn't realize it had a subliminal message in there with a swastika on the hat."
She ends the video saying, "God bless and Sieg Heil!"
Tila went on to use extremely racist language last year when she was pregnant when she asked her baby's father, "Your daughter Briana is dating a n***er…why is this so prevalent in your family?"
There are also stories of Tila going as far as faking a charity to get money from her fans while she was faking a pregnancy, selling fake art, and then there was the time Tila said she was going to release naked photos of an underage boy she dated.
If Tila is allowed back into the Big Brother house, there are many things to choose from in order to get her kicked out again.