Aubrey O'Day broke down in tears over her battle with her weight after being told she is 'looking a little hefty'.
With new show All About Aubrey, the star has allowed reality TV cameras to follow her as she tries to relaunch a music career after being 'fired' by Diddy from Danity Kane.
But the star, who called herself 'an emotional eater', admits to finding the pressure of looking skinny too tough to handle after her choreographer, Gil Duldulao tells her she is hefty and needs to lose '10 to 15 pounds'.
'I feel fat, I don't like it,' cried Aubrey, who Gil also made remove all her makeup against her wishes. 'I don't how I have to always be judged for my weight - I hate that. It's not easy to be anorexic all the time. I'm not anorexic - I don't look like that any more.
'I'm not 100 pounds anymore. I wasn't happy. I've been through a lot. I can't always live my life for everybody else.'
When earlier she had asked him if he 'didn't think it was cute to be a little thicker', Gil told her: 'Maybe in another country, honey.'