Brad Pitt admits 'I've had the worst holiday season of my life' following split from Jolie


A source is telling The Daily Mail: "Brad's anguish is palpable right now," "He desperately misses having his kids with him at Christmas and New Year. These supervised visits are sheer hell on him. He's broken down in tears so many times – he's not ashamed to cry anymore."

"Brad is like a broken man. He feels betrayed by a woman whom he says he still loves. He misses her despite everything that has happened between them. He was blindsided by their divorce – he still believes Angelina made an impulsive decision and can't figure out how to reverse it and save face."