Those tears were absolutely for himself, not for her. His anguish was at 'not understanding how he could be charged with premeditated murder.'

Also, watching the tide turn with the journalists on twitter was just gross. It's like so many of them wanted to be given some reason (even if it was total bullshit) that he could be innocent. Seems, though, that if he's arguing he was afraid and vulnerable because he didn't have his prosthetics on, they can prove from the angle of the gunshots through the door if that's true.

Ugh, I just have so many feelings about this. Poor Reeva.