Two weeks after we started dating. I was kinda in love with him all along though. I was in the shower and it hit me that I was in love with him and I started crying. I was so terrified of accepting that emotion for another person that I wanted to open the window and jump out.
Then I told him "I love you" at Carl's Jr (lol) that same night. He'd told me he was in love with me the night we got together and I told him I wasn't there yet but I hoped to be there someday.
also, my dad is basically sitting right behind me and looking over my shoulder, so i can't go on tumblr because like every 10th post on my dash is some sort of inappropriate gay picture or gif.
I am miserable over my ex not wanting to speak to me anymore. We've friends for over 10 years and I just can't believe that he would throw away all of those years of friendship like that.
the worst is when you finish the waiting for 45 minutes or whatever and THEN mess up
4 years later, we're engaged. Getting married Next August.
Then I told him "I love you" at Carl's Jr (lol) that same night. He'd told me he was in love with me the night we got together and I told him I wasn't there yet but I hoped to be there someday.
We've been together for three years.
Edited at 2012-12-20 11:03 pm (UTC)
Edited at 2012-12-20 10:39 pm (UTC)