h!p ★ blossom → yeswonderland
i've thought about it before and i'm not sure whether it really is my earliest memory or just the nature of it has made me believe it is. anyway, i remember my parents fighting and my mom driving off in the night and leaving us. she came back the next day but the reason i remember is because i stood next to our front door looking out the window waiting for her to come back and kept doing it even after she returned. i can't even ask my parents when this happened (i think i was about 4) because even though i know it did actually happen, they never speak about it.