Oh, gworll, tl;dr but: Grandma died, I had to have gallbladder removal surgery, mom lost her job twice because the second one that hired her shut down her Bank of America branch a month afterwards, lost a job with the government I had spent over a year and a half going through clearance and doing IQ and polygraph tests for because I got into a heated argument (it was a VERBAL FIST FIGHT, basically) with this incredibly disgusting third interviewer over the Patriot Act (the interview is 4 hrs long with three people in rotation with you in a little white room), and I'm fucking stressed out with my last semester of college ever. This year has been the diarrhea-inducing nachos in the concession stand of my life.