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I understand. I'm having a really hard time finding a job right now. I loved my old job so much (I worked at an office in my university that was exactly waht I want to do with my career) and I'm so afraid of rejection from other places and I don't want to do something I hate because that job was so wonderful. I feel ya on the 'can't go back' thing...I don't even live in the same state anymore so i can't even keep close contact with my friends from there!

Just try to take it a day at a time and maybe try to do a 'jar of good things about this job' on your desk and try to put something in it every day and maybe on days you feel really sad or once a month go through and read them or something? That might help to boost your moral. :-)