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11:29 am - 08/19/2012

Celebrities Living with Mental Disorders

Mental disorders are very common these days, with an estimated 26 percent of Americans (1 in 4 adults) suffering from some type of mental health disorder

Most of us know someone that has some type of mental problem such as depression, bipolar disorder, or even social phobia. But what about the celebrities or famous people that are suffering with mental illness in the public eye?



Scientists have found a link between creativity and mental illness, which explains why so many people in the creative and artistic fields suffer with mental problems.

Let’s take a look at some of the big names in Hollywood that have battled mental illness. Some of the famous people on our list may shock you!



Catherine Zeta-Jones:


Catherine Zeta-Jones had inpatient treatment at a mental health facility in Connecticut in 2011 to deal with her bipolar disorder. She has bipolar II, which means a person has severe depression, but only suffers from a mild manic state that is called hypomania.

Mel Gibson:


Mel Gibson is known for his drinking, volatile relationships, and run-ins with the law. But the actor reportedly suffers from bipolar disorder. In a 2002 interview in Australia, Gibson revealed, “I found out recently that I’m manic depressive.” The term manic-depressive is used interchangeably for bipolar disorder.

Carrie Fisher:


Carrie Fisher, who is most known for her Star Wars role as Princess Leia, has battled drug addiction and bipolar disorder. Fisher has spoken openly about her mental problems, stating, “I am mentally ill. I can say that. I am not ashamed of that.”

Emma Thompson:


British actress Emma Thompson has depression, but admits her acting career has saved her from “going under”. The actress said she feels sad hopeless sometime and doesn’t want to get out of bed.

Jim Carey:


Jim Carey is the perfect example of the sad clown. He makes people laugh to cover up the sadness he feels inside. Carey has admitted having “peaks and valleys” and admits his depression is the motivation behind the comedy movies he produced.

Zach Braff:


“Scrubs” actor Zach Braff told Parade magazine that he suffers from depression and revealed his character in “Garden State” is very similar to his real life. Braff said, “To have millions of people go, ‘I watched your movie and related,’ was the ultimate affirmation that I’m not a freak.”

Sheryl Crow:


Singer Sheryl Crow has spoken suffering with depression. In her Blender magazine interview, the singer admitted, “Depression has been part of my existence for as long as I can remember. I miss things I never even had.”

Pete Wentz:


Fall Out Boy star Pete Wentz opened up about his long battle with depression in an interview with Playboy. Wentz said he’s had to see therapists since he was a child and is often suicidal. The musician stated, “The hardest thing about depression is that it is addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy.”

Cameron Diaz:


Gorgeous actress Cameron Diaz has an obsession with dirty doorknobs. She opens doors with her elbows so she doesn’t have to touch germy doorknobs. She also scrubs her home and washes her hands constantly.

David Beckham:


Soccer hunk David Beckham likes things to be symmetrical. Beckham insists on having his shirts hung up by color and has to have everything even. His wife, Victoria Beckham, stated, “He’s got that obsessive compulsive thing where everything has to match. If you open our fridge, it’s all coordinated down either side. We’ve got three fridges – food in one, salad in another and drinks in the third. In the drinks one, everything is symmetrical. If there’s three cans of Diet Coke, he’d throw one away rather than having three – because it has to be an even number.”



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My epilepsy meds (lamotrigine) have put me through hell and back the last few months. My mood constantly changes. It can change several times in a day or I can be fine for a week and then come back with a vengeance for a week of pure emotional turmoil. It's debilitating and frustrating. It has affected my school and work. But I can't change the meds as the others affected me even worse. I just can't stop over-thinking and over-analyzing. Crying because of absolutely no reason is horrifying. /sorries tldr/csb/etc
ekrelly 19th-Aug-2012 09:08 pm (UTC)
I have an ED and severe anxiety. it sucks ass.
childofcrow 19th-Aug-2012 09:39 pm (UTC)
Feel better, bb.
cricketgrl 19th-Aug-2012 09:51 pm (UTC)
Sorry bb. I had an anxiety attack (my first one) last year and I never want to experience it again. horrifying.
laura300099 20th-Aug-2012 12:06 am (UTC)
I have an Anxiety problem, it's very awful and people get me nervous very quickly.
vasedelalune 20th-Aug-2012 02:50 am (UTC)
Same here. =/
emofordino 20th-Aug-2012 04:04 am (UTC)
same. :/ hang in there bb! *hugs if you want them*
artpopart 20th-Aug-2012 04:45 am (UTC)
ED? I googled it and found erectile dysfunction? What's ED?
numbedtoe 20th-Aug-2012 05:51 am (UTC)
my guess would be eating disorder.
ekrelly 20th-Aug-2012 04:19 pm (UTC)
eating disorder hahaha
soba_kasu 20th-Aug-2012 07:05 am (UTC)
im srry about ur boner

edit: shit some1 beat me to it

Edited at 2012-08-20 07:06 am (UTC)
actxappalledx 19th-Aug-2012 09:08 pm (UTC)
I love Jim Carrey. All I really came in here to say. Although, I think a lot of people in hollywood suffer from various types of disorders that's probably due a lot to the pressure and scrutiny they deal with as well. It's always nice when stars are open & honest about it
itsglenncoco 19th-Aug-2012 09:10 pm (UTC)
OMG bless this comment above mine <3 we gotta stick together
actxappalledx 19th-Aug-2012 09:15 pm (UTC)
Omg yes <3 I ADORE him. Anything he does, I will watch. I was DYING watching Yes Man in theatres, although I was one of the only ones and I was really saddened by that fact :( He's for sure one of my favorite actors
ladyofmachinery 19th-Aug-2012 09:10 pm (UTC)
Perfect comment is perfect. IA.
1337nik 19th-Aug-2012 09:30 pm (UTC)
I find his "shtick" personally annoying and the whole thing with Jenny McCarthy / Autism sad, but I won't deny he sounds like a good guy when he's not "on". More people should talk about mental illness without feeling like they'll be stigmatised.
cricketgrl In regards to Mel Gibson...19th-Aug-2012 09:53 pm (UTC)
I firmly believe he is an 100% asshole that thinks about no one but himself and his radical idealology. He's a misogynist, racist, anti-semite, homophobe and physical abuser. He knows EXACTLY what he's doing and why he's doing it.

Some people are just born evil, without rhyme or reason.
quiet_storm 19th-Aug-2012 10:41 pm (UTC)
This was my thought scrolling down. Jim is hilarious.
itsglenncoco 19th-Aug-2012 09:09 pm (UTC)
Guys, I love Jim Carey and I feel like I'm the only one :( YOU CAN NEVER TAKE THE GRINCH AWAY FROM ME
ladyofmachinery 19th-Aug-2012 09:11 pm (UTC)
I love him.

lanavis 20th-Aug-2012 01:32 am (UTC)
Where is this flawless gif from?
dannyupshaw 19th-Aug-2012 09:12 pm (UTC)
nah
hotcement 19th-Aug-2012 09:14 pm (UTC)
i love him no matter what tbh. i was watching the mask today and <3_<3
kashmirkid 19th-Aug-2012 09:14 pm (UTC)
no, i like him too. not crazy about his comedies but i think he's a vastly underrated dramatic actor.
ritzyroxie 19th-Aug-2012 09:14 pm (UTC)
I love his movies negl
itfigures 19th-Aug-2012 09:16 pm (UTC)
Jim Carrey is flawfree, idc what anyone says. He made my childhood enjoyable and gave me hope later on when I realized he suffered from depression.
swissbeauty23 19th-Aug-2012 09:20 pm (UTC)
i love him in dramatic roles like The Truman Show, which is one of my favorite movies
must_go_faster 19th-Aug-2012 09:35 pm (UTC)
luv him 2 much tbh
radvivi 19th-Aug-2012 09:46 pm (UTC)
I loved him SO MUCH as a kid and I feel forever loyal to him on some level because of the joy*~ he brought me.
marielaurie 19th-Aug-2012 09:56 pm (UTC)
i love him too, idk i think he's one of my favorite people in the world
aisling_ducks 19th-Aug-2012 10:06 pm (UTC)
He's my favourite actor. I don't care how dumb it sounds. His movies stuck with me the most growing up/in my teens, and there's just something about him I love.

Edited at 2012-08-19 10:06 pm (UTC)
oohasparklie 19th-Aug-2012 10:09 pm (UTC)
I love him too. Also I think he is incredibly handsome.
katesamaloo 19th-Aug-2012 10:21 pm (UTC)
I've always loved him, too :)
champagnexdream 19th-Aug-2012 10:33 pm (UTC)
You're not, I love him forever and always.
blocaholic 19th-Aug-2012 10:40 pm (UTC)
I love him too
yousaidlog 20th-Aug-2012 12:23 am (UTC)
yeah idgaf, i'll always love him.
moddchicc 19th-Aug-2012 09:10 pm (UTC)
Speaking of Jim Carrey, I just watched Man on the Moon earlier this week and enjoyed it a lot more than I was expecting.
mari_lyn00 19th-Aug-2012 09:14 pm (UTC)
I have still never seen that movie. I should probably go check if it's on Netflix, but it probably won't be, because every time I go and look for a movie I actually want to see it's not available online.
jeterluva 19th-Aug-2012 09:22 pm (UTC)
That movie is really great. I think I like his dramas more then his comedies.
ohyves 19th-Aug-2012 09:45 pm (UTC)
aw I love man on the moon, he's really great in that film
champagnexdream 19th-Aug-2012 10:34 pm (UTC)
You should see The Majestic. Super underrated, IMO.
thetxbelle 19th-Aug-2012 09:10 pm (UTC)
OP-
I take Lamictal for bipolar as well as Trileptal and Neurontin, have you tried either one of those? I don't have epilepsy but I know those are also anti-convulsants, maybe they are worth trying!
ladyofmachinery 19th-Aug-2012 09:13 pm (UTC)
Lamictal is Lamotrigine (and yeah I take Lamictal itself, not the other brands). I tried all of those. When I was on Carbamazepine, my mother had to drag my ass to the ER back in february for suicidal thoughts/threats. It came out of nowhere. I've never been a depressed person. Like I'd go through sad periods but they were short and normally I'm pretty happy etc. I was officially diagnosed with epilepsy last year and it's just been hell. It's a bit better now (though last week was not a good one for me) and idk what to do. But Lamictal out of all the meds I've tried so far has the least side effects in every other way.
thetxbelle 19th-Aug-2012 09:21 pm (UTC)
sorry I didn't explain myself very well I meant I take lamictal the same as you do. Did Lamictal work for you in the past? I've discovered that different manufacturers can affect the efficacy of a medication so if you used to get it from Teva and now recieve the meds from another manufacturer that might be your problem (though I don't think it's very likely but it's worth looking into).

I'm sorry you're struggling to find the right treatment :(
sprywonderdog 19th-Aug-2012 09:46 pm (UTC)
I took Topamax, but for migraines. It was the absolute worst with side effects. It was wonderful for my migraines. I had no problems with them at all while I was on it, but all the other problems it caused made me have to quit taking it.

I went a while without having any migraines after getting off of it, but they've started to come back again and I hate knowing I've tried everything else and it is all that has worked. I'm going to look into seeing if Botox is covered by my insurance since the FDA cleared it for migraines, but I'd give anything to have Topamax have only half the side effects so I do it again.
melody2tds 19th-Aug-2012 09:54 pm (UTC)
I don't recommend Depakote (valproic acid) personally, but have you tried Keppra (levetiracetam)? My mom is on Keppra and Depakote together so that she doesn't have to take as much of the Depakote.

I absolutely hate all the side-effects she gets from the Depakote, so I'd never rec it to anyone as anything other than a last resort, but the Keppra seems to be one of the least side-effect producing anti-convulsants out there that really works well.

It apparently works best in conjunction with other meds, so if the Lamictal is causing you problems at your current dosage, you could ask you doctor if adding Keppra and lowering the dosage of Lamictal might help? It's a possibility, anyway.
vertigo_vox 19th-Aug-2012 11:14 pm (UTC)
Thats strange, I take lamotrigime to curb my depression (combined with other meds). It's so fascinating howcdifferent people react to the same substance.
heavymetal4life 20th-Aug-2012 10:43 am (UTC)
Carbamazepine is the WORST. I was also diagnosed with epilepsy last year, and the medication is ruining my life. I was changed to Epilim after a seizure on the Carbamazepine, after me screaming at the doctors that it wasn't working and I was going to kill myself if they didn't do something about it. Epilim is so much better but I failed my course last semester because it made me so lethargic. I wouldn't leave bed for days, I had to go off my medication just to do my homework.

I hope things work out for you though. I'm here if you ever want to bitch about it, it fucking sucks.
crystalfairie 19th-Aug-2012 09:20 pm (UTC)
Not OP, but I'm taking Lamictal and it's done absolute wonders for severe moods. I'm not epileptic either, but it has done wonders. Like the OP mentioned above, Lamictal has had the least side effects for me.

However, I found out about a year ago that I had been severely misdiagnosed (I was diagnosed at the age of 12 as Bipolar I),and that I shouldn't have even been put onto medication in the first place. However, out of all the meds I've ever taken, Lamictal was the best.
pixiegerms 19th-Aug-2012 09:32 pm (UTC)
lamictal fucked my sleep schedule up and i gained weight like crazy. i was so happy to be off it.
melody2tds 19th-Aug-2012 09:41 pm (UTC)
Neurontin was actually created as potential pain reliever for people with diabetic neuropathy (and other nerve damage related pain issues), and has a side-benefit for people with insomnia. In low doses it helps other sleep meds work better for people who are developing resistance but can't use something different due to side-effects ect.

The doses for the above two, and the doses for epilepsy are vastly different though.
At one point, all three people in my house were taking it at the same time for different reasons. Me for chronic insomnia related to anxiety, my mom for her seizures (along with keppra and Depakote. She had a Status episode that landed her in a coma for a week, so she was taking a lot for a while there, until she got settled in at home and they could safely start figuring out what levels she needed to make it never happen again.), and my gran for her diabetic neuropathy. /csb

I have never actually heard of it used for bipolar, though. Have they explained why it works to you? I know how it helps with nerve pain, and I sort of understood how they explained to me that for insomnia and seizures it's actually an unintended but generally beneficial side-effect that they take advantage of. It basically makes the other meds that target the brain work better by lowering chemical resistance.

Is it something similar to that? The other meds are doing the real work, and it just makes them work better?
yaywhitepeople 19th-Aug-2012 10:08 pm (UTC)
i have been on lamictal for years but i have dysthymia, or chronic depression basically, and my dr is rly good at finding random combinations of meds that work

i haven't noticed any weird side effects but maybe if i was magically cured and got off of all of my meds i would realize that i have had side effects for years
sweet_honesty 19th-Aug-2012 09:10 pm (UTC)
This is nice and all, but why doesn't this article properly idenitfy OCD? Cameron Diaz and David Beckham clearly have it and it's a pretty real disorder. This article just makes it sound like they are just "crazy."
moddchicc 19th-Aug-2012 09:11 pm (UTC)
IA
ladyofmachinery 19th-Aug-2012 09:14 pm (UTC)
IA.
theladyflash 19th-Aug-2012 09:17 pm (UTC)
those behaviours don't always mean it's OCD. It's way more than that. so they might not have a OCD diagnosis.
sweet_honesty 19th-Aug-2012 09:27 pm (UTC)
Thanks but I know very well what OCD is and this article makes it seem like a joke.
jezemel 19th-Aug-2012 09:48 pm (UTC)
Then they shouldn't be included in the list. It's this exact sort of thing that keeps the general population from understanding how serious the disorder can be.
desi_kudi728 19th-Aug-2012 09:18 pm (UTC)
mte, the article seems to brush it off as 'oh they have a silly obsession'...
bollyhood 19th-Aug-2012 09:24 pm (UTC)
Because OCD is taken so lightly, the term has somehow made its way into daily chit chat when people say "Oh i'm so ocd when it comes to cooking" ect. It is not taken seriously. Then again anxiety is not taken as seriously as depression either soooo
radvivi 19th-Aug-2012 09:51 pm (UTC)
because people are so. quick. to label any preoccupation with cleanliness and order(be it excessive or not) OCD. When really theres a lot more behind it, like, iirc, lots of OCD sufferers describe a feeling of dread, like something may go horribly wrongl if they don't complete one of their "rituals"
kerrigwen 23rd-Aug-2012 02:27 am (UTC)
My four year-old nephew has OCD, and was diagnosed with it when he was like, two.

He has a nine-year-old severely autistic sister, and a 17-year-old totally 'normal' brother.

My cousin... everyone just feels so helpless thinking about her. :(
fuk_q 19th-Aug-2012 09:11 pm (UTC)
Didn't Jim Carrey say he hated women while making ESOTSM with Kate Winslet?

I distinctly remember him sobbing and her being totally shocked
lovelylaura23 20th-Aug-2012 01:15 pm (UTC)
Goddamn. D:
noiresoul 19th-Aug-2012 09:11 pm (UTC)
I've been depressed as long as I can remember. I gave up on meds a few years back. Instead of making me happy they just made me numb, and I guess at least I wasn't sad but the numbness was a bazillion times harder to endure.

Edited at 2012-08-19 09:11 pm (UTC)
shinseikakumei 19th-Aug-2012 09:17 pm (UTC)
I can sympathize on the numb feeling. I've only been on meds for a year, and while I'm doing better, I can't stand this numb feeling. I want out.
leahkatharina 19th-Aug-2012 09:23 pm (UTC)
i would recommend trying another anti-depressant/dosage. it took me three different medications over about five years to find one that worked. i think it's worth it to keep trying to find one that works for you! good luck bb
noiresoul 19th-Aug-2012 09:40 pm (UTC)
I tried three different kinds and changed the dosage around but nothing seemed to work.
bienenkiste 19th-Aug-2012 09:28 pm (UTC)
same and same :/
muffintiem 19th-Aug-2012 09:31 pm (UTC)
Maybe you should try another medication? I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder last year and since there's a history of depression & anxiety disorders in my family my doctor thought trying meds that were successful for relatives would be a good place to start. My mom had been on Zoloft (and became a zombie), my aunt had a shit time with Lexapro and Prozac so I really wanted to avoid SSRIs. I'm on WellbutrinXL and even though I have really crap days still, overall I feel better than I have in a long time and I'm not a zombie either. If it weren't working for me, I'd try something else.

I know the value of having a medication that works for me so I hate hearing people say they give up or want to give up on meds because it's not working. My mom made it pretty clear to me that I had to define a "new normal" for myself and that new normal means that I'm still me, but I don't always have 100% great days. And that's okay.

Hang in there though, I hope you find something that works for you.
yaywhitepeople 19th-Aug-2012 10:10 pm (UTC)
you def weren't on the right kinds of medicine. my dr had to try lots of weird combos but i am good now.

my first psychiatrist said it best - meds don't make you happy, they just give you the choice to be happy. my meds just make me feel balanced
_keng_ 19th-Aug-2012 10:34 pm (UTC)
I've dealt with depression for the last 8 years. I was on medication for the first 5. It was okay at first, but it was like my body got used to them, so the doctor kept increasing my dosage or switching medications. Eventually it was just too much, so we (my doctor and my parents) weaned me off of everything, which was a NIGHTMARE. You think depression or anti-depressants are bad... just wait until you try and go off of them after being on strong amounts for several years.

I'm now med-free and doing okay. I tried to go on the pill recently, but it was affecting my depression in a bad way so I went off. I still get my occasional down day, but now I know to do things to cheer myself up and get out of my funk.

Medication works for a lot of people... but it certainly didn't work for me.
vertigo_vox 19th-Aug-2012 11:27 pm (UTC)
Oh bb, it's been 12 years since my first depressive episode and I'm still struggling with medication/doctors.

I hope things get better for you. It's a hard life to live.
sirenlyfox 19th-Aug-2012 11:56 pm (UTC)
I can relate. I stopped taking medication because it makes me act weird and wasn't helping with my socializing with other people. I also had counseling which was a big waste of time. These days I manage my depression using exercise, diet and trying to stay positive. It doesn't always work but it's better than being a zombie.
metatrix 20th-Aug-2012 12:33 am (UTC)
Sometimes you need to make a life change to really have a shot at lasting happiness. And this is coming from someone who is very pro-meds.
mari_lyn00 19th-Aug-2012 09:11 pm (UTC)
I'm not one of those people that like "i'm OCD too!" over every little thing.. but it wasn't until like, late last year I realize I might actually have irl OCD.
porifera_robert 19th-Aug-2012 09:17 pm (UTC)
you should talk to a therapist bb
i felt the same way, and then i found out i really had minor ocd
mari_lyn00 21st-Aug-2012 12:48 am (UTC)
yeah, i think it' something I should start looking into.
crystalfairie 19th-Aug-2012 09:21 pm (UTC)
I found early last year that I had been misdiagnosed (severely so) and it turns out that I have mild OCD .
thewunderland 19th-Aug-2012 09:23 pm (UTC)
I didn't realize I had it too, until my sister diagnosed me (she's a psychiatrist). I was way too occupied with my eating disorder and selfharming that I didn't notice that my other behaviour was abnormal. I second the talking to a therapist about this.
ncc_gqmf 19th-Aug-2012 09:40 pm (UTC)
I'm the same way. I don't have many "tics," except somewhat obsessive handwashing, but I do have very intrusive compulsive/obsessive thinking.
piratesswoop 19th-Aug-2012 09:53 pm (UTC)
i'm bad about numbers but i just realized the other day how completely terrible my OCD is wrt cleaning
losviluppo 19th-Aug-2012 10:49 pm (UTC)
Same here. I am an absolute mess... ED, depression/bipolar, addictive personality, and some major obsessive compulsive tendencies. When I was telling my (now) boyfriend about all of these feelings I have, he instantly suggested OCD. I'm fairly certain that most of the issues I suffer from are related to OCD. I recently watched an episode of A&E's Obsessed where the subject had obsessions *just like* me. It was awful to realize.
goldenlockets 20th-Aug-2012 01:37 am (UTC)
I had it pretty bad when I was a kid, and I think everyone ignored all my problems. It definitely manifested as a result to all the shit I was going through in my family life. It was the only way I could exert control over my life, and it kind of took over. Now, I definitely have tendencies towards OCD, but I've gotten a pretty good handle on it that most of the things can just be considered "quirks" and my desire for things to be a certain way doesn't eat away at me anymore.

It's a weird thing to realise.
joe_pwnz_pete 20th-Aug-2012 03:08 am (UTC)
good on you for realizing it. you should def talk to a therapist. just talking about things to an non-objective third party outsider even without medication, though medication helps millions of people.

i have a mother-in-law who's OCD about everything. not just material things, but emotions, too. it's really hard to deal with, but she doesn't believe in medication for mental illnesses (but has no problem popping six vicodin a day for her back pain) and all her kids (with the exception of my husband) pass it off as "aw, that's just the way mama is" and we keep thinking of asking her to get help because it affects all her kids really negatively, but she's really stubborn and pretty combative as well.

her daughter (my sister-in-law) tho... one time we were at walmart and she reached over and straightened a product that was practically falling off the shelf and then turned to me and giggled going, "i'm sorry! i'm so ocd!" and i had to be like "bitch, there is a difference between liking things a certain way and NEEDING them to be a certain way"
beautiful_void 20th-Aug-2012 11:43 pm (UTC)
I have "obsessive tendencies" according to my former therapist, but thankfully I don't have any compulsions. The thoughts are bad enough :(
phreshprince 19th-Aug-2012 09:11 pm (UTC)
I'm surprised my fave isn't on the list.
yououghtaknow 19th-Aug-2012 09:12 pm (UTC)
ikr
ladyofmachinery 19th-Aug-2012 09:15 pm (UTC)
Which one? I'm surprised a lot of them aren't on this list.
crashh_world 19th-Aug-2012 09:18 pm (UTC)
Demi is in her icon
phreshprince 19th-Aug-2012 09:24 pm (UTC)
Demi Lovato
swissbeauty23 19th-Aug-2012 09:21 pm (UTC)
yeah me too, she has it really bad
de_throned 19th-Aug-2012 09:11 pm (UTC)
I just figured out around a year ago that I've been depressed ever since I was in middle school. I've gotten better over the years through friends/writing/exercise, but I'm hoping I'll get the chance to start therapy soon.

Edited at 2012-08-19 09:13 pm (UTC)
yououghtaknow 19th-Aug-2012 09:11 pm (UTC)
Mental Illness sucks I feel for the celebs and there is so much wrong information spread around about them that makes it even worse. I know having BPD myself and the stigma attached to it is a fucking bitch and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

All the meds are annoying and a lot of docs try to just give you meds and push you out the door. It is frustrating, meds can be a lifesaver but at the same time the devil.

Edited at 2012-08-19 09:12 pm (UTC)
vertigo_vox 19th-Aug-2012 11:31 pm (UTC)
God, the very first doc I've been to once depression hit me did just that. I had no ideawhar was going on, my life turned upside down and all he did was say "here, take this pills and you'be fine"

Forever pressed at this tbr.

Edited at 2012-08-19 11:32 pm (UTC)
heartbreakingg 20th-Aug-2012 12:29 am (UTC)
My current doctor does that (I could literally probably get any pill from him tbh if I say I have the right symptoms) and I don't really know what to do. It's really hard to find available doctors in my town, this one works with a family friend so I got in that way, so I don't want to just go without a doctor when I do need medication. But at the same time, when my mom asked one day why he just prescribes medication and sends me on my way, he said that's his job and if I want any other help I'll have to go to a psychologist.
Like, I mentioned a very "manic" state I experienced, and that I had experienced similar before, and he prescribed me lithium on the spot without any kind of real diagnosis or anything. Just in a 10 minute appointment.
So I feel like I don't even know what the fuck is wrong with me because so far he's prescribed me pills for depression, then for anxiety, then for ADHD, then prescribed me lithium for I assume bipolar, and then he was talking about how he's not 100% sure and it could be BPD so maybe I should go into in-patient treatment to find out. (I'm sorry I'm finishing my last year of school I don't really have time to take off for in-patient treatment that would only be necessary if I was properly diagnosed.)

/vent, sorry. Most people I know just don't seem to have these problems, so they don't understand what it's like to just have pills for anything and everything thrown at them and sent on their way.
hotcement 19th-Aug-2012 09:11 pm (UTC)
If there’s three cans of Diet Coke, he’d throw one away rather than having three – because it has to be an even number.”

damn, becks.
happy_endings11 19th-Aug-2012 09:18 pm (UTC)
I have a very slight version of that. I count things out so they're in a even number. I hate things to be uneven. But thankfully, I can move on if things aren't. I don't like it drive me too crazy but it bugs me and I think it's "wrong". And I would drink the diet coke so it was even, not throw it out LOL. But I would get rid of it, too.

I do not, however, have to have things color coordinated.
swissbeauty23 19th-Aug-2012 09:22 pm (UTC)
that makes me sad tbh

i used to have magical thinking and shit as a way to deal with my anxiety...my sister did too
menorahmajora 19th-Aug-2012 10:11 pm (UTC)
I think it would bother me more if it wasn't an odd number and therefore not one in the middle and one on either side of it if that makes sense?
hotcement 19th-Aug-2012 10:15 pm (UTC)
yes, i totally get that. i wouldn't say i have ocd but i do like things to look a certain way and i'd rather have 3 cans than 2. 2 would just look too narrow to me or something, idk.

i work for a company that sells perfume and this month they had us rearrange our shelves for a test run on a possible new display method. it used to be that we had 3 bottles [a 3.4oz bottle with a 1oz bottle on either side] and they had us change it and i about lost my breath for a minute at how WRONG it looked. thank god they ultimately decided to change it back.
childish 19th-Aug-2012 11:29 pm (UTC)
Do you think it drives him crazy that he has three sons?
ominousspectre 20th-Aug-2012 12:01 am (UTC)
Also, they have a salad fridge. A fridge just for salad.
atomicdogmeat 19th-Aug-2012 09:12 pm (UTC)
I'm not diagnosed with anything but suffer from terrible social anxiety.
fuk_q 19th-Aug-2012 09:15 pm (UTC)
I'm not diagnosed but have been suffering from severe depression for years
happy_endings11 19th-Aug-2012 09:20 pm (UTC)
I was diagnosed with "Post Traumatic Stress" when I slit my wrist... But ironically, was never officially diagnosed with depression.

Edited at 2012-08-19 09:20 pm (UTC)
itsglenncoco 19th-Aug-2012 09:34 pm (UTC)
Same, and its gotten sooo worse this summer
andgedem 19th-Aug-2012 09:44 pm (UTC)
Same here, I think. I'm good with a small group of people or one-on-one, but in a large crowd idk what to do with myself...
untitled_girl 19th-Aug-2012 09:59 pm (UTC)
same.
i didn't have it until 3/2 years ago. at first i brushed it off as nothing serious. i was also smoking weed at the time and heard from a few people that they got the same way from smoking weed. but i haven't smoked weed in 2 years and instead of this anxiety disappearing i notice it's getting worse and worse. :/ ughh
oohasparklie 19th-Aug-2012 10:11 pm (UTC)
Same, and it's getting worse. It's at the point where I know I need to see someone, but I don't have insurance and can't afford it.
hershelwalker 19th-Aug-2012 10:11 pm (UTC)
me too
_keng_ 19th-Aug-2012 10:38 pm (UTC)
My social anxiety isn't really bad, but it's definitely there. I have this bizarre fear that I'm always bothering people. I hate calling people (for business or pleasure), I hate turning left in intersections if I'm going to be backing up traffic, and I don't like it when people do favours for me. I'm just really awkward like that.
carma_bee 19th-Aug-2012 11:46 pm (UTC)
same. it's pretty up and down but it's still always there
screw_jack 20th-Aug-2012 01:31 am (UTC)
same, especially since i have this shitty skin condition and my face always looks like crap I feel sooo self-conscious about it. going to work feels doubly crappy and I feel like everyone's judging me.
ohbother_piglet 20th-Aug-2012 02:00 am (UTC)
I can remember being 4 and having socially anxious tendencies, but I wasn't diagnosed until I was 17. Now at 24 it's still a rollercoaster ride but I've finally learned how to now let it define me.
phookie 19th-Aug-2012 09:12 pm (UTC)
i hate living with anxiety sometimes. i can be a really confident person but god when i'm in a particular stress-filled environment, it's like everything i built up gets crushed in that one moment. you feel like you got everything in control, but then it hits you and one can't possibly recover once the panic sets in :/ i've been doing yoga and it's been helping (same with taking b complex pills). idk i didn't realize how bad it was until I lost a job due to it (I was fine, but then i somehow got myself anxious about it, and boom it was all over)
biene 19th-Aug-2012 09:16 pm (UTC)
i know how you feel.sometimes i can get on well then something comes along that makes my anxiety go through the roof and i can't calm myself down:(
have you seen a change in your anxiety since doing yoga?i've been told by loads of people to try it to help with the anxiety
ladyofmachinery 19th-Aug-2012 09:16 pm (UTC)
I had some extreme anxiety/panic attacks about 4 years ago. I got addicted to ativan. It was a bitchhhhh getting off ativan. Seriously, 3 weeks of hell. I started doing yoga and specifically practicing some breathing exercises. The anxiety is still there but I can generally control it or work on it before it gets worse.
heulog 19th-Aug-2012 09:17 pm (UTC)
Surely they're not allowed to fire you for having anxiety, though? I mean, normally things have to get extreme many times over (not just once) before a company will outright remove someone, and even then, if it's clearly a mental issue causing it, they usually won't because it makes them look bad (they're supposed to just give you medical leave so you can sort it out or something).

I dunno. Maybe I'm just projecting because I'm worried it might happen to me, too. Although I'm mostly just depressed there, I still do my work and such (what little there is).
anus 19th-Aug-2012 09:23 pm (UTC)
I have social anxiety so I wonder this too. Although it's not like I've ever told an employer I have an anxiety disorder so I'm not sure how it'd turn out. Sometimes I think about mentioning how I struggled with and got better with my anxiety in college as some sort of character building story during an interview, but then I wonder if they won't hire me if they know I get anxious so easily. D:
menorahmajora 19th-Aug-2012 10:17 pm (UTC)
Probably not, but because most people are terrible people who only care about how the bottom line will effect them and not whether or not someone who doesn't effect their bottom line is able to earn a living, they'll come up with another excuse to fire them.
chuk_is_dazzled 19th-Aug-2012 09:18 pm (UTC)
i have anxiety and i hate it. i really hate that i stress over every little thing so when im in an environment where im feeling pretty good one little thing can destroy it
phillymademe 19th-Aug-2012 09:19 pm (UTC)
(same with taking b complex pills)

my new life savers. my mom has been taking these for years, but i just started and they really help.
swissbeauty23 19th-Aug-2012 09:22 pm (UTC)
SAME HERE

it's horrible because sometimes i feel like i can't deal with life itself. i'm so easily aggravated, overwhelmed and upset sometimes.
shangman 19th-Aug-2012 09:29 pm (UTC)
IA. I've got a lot better, but when I have panic attacks it's just horrific, cause I only ever get them when loads of people are around. And then those people judge me and are horrible and I know they think I'm weak, even though I know I'm not, and it's SO FRUSTRATING. It's like my body is betraying me when it happens. :C
barilace 19th-Aug-2012 11:35 pm (UTC)
Yeeep. Same here. Sometimes my anxiety just takes over and I can't make eye contact with a new person or make small talk. They probably think I have the maturity of a 12 year old rather than a 26 year old. :/ Anxiety sucks ass.
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