Kristen Stewart is an A-list movie star who has two blockbusters on the way in 2012: Snow White and the Huntsman, and Breaking Dawn Part 2.
But that doesn't mean the actress finds her life especially exciting.
"I didn't go to f-cking school, I feel I would have had a bit something extra if I had," she tells the latest issue of Elle. "Maybe because my life is so f-cking perfect, when I see the other side of life, it just seems like, almost like I want...
"You can learn so much from bad things. I feel boring. I feel like, Why is everything so easy for me? I can't wait for something crazy to f-cking happen to me. Just life. I want someone to f-ck me over! Do you know what I mean?"
Among other topics touched on by Kristen in the interview:
Her top books: "East of Eden is my favorite, it's big, and then Cannery Row. I've read them all. Have you ever read Lie Down In Darkness? I want to play Peyton more than anything I can possibly taste or touch in my life. I want to play her so bad."
On riding horses as Snow White: "I hated it. I didn't take to the whole mentality of f-cking ordering that thing around – 'Go now!' You have to be an asshole, basically. Not to say that horse people are assholes to their horses. But you have to basically tell that thing who's boss, and I didn't want to do that. I was like, 'No, do your thing. I don't even want to be up here.'"
Wearing contact lenses for The Twilight Saga: "It’s like I always have sunglasses on – soulless, googly-eyed sunglasses. You can’t feel your eyeballs. They ruined me."