Not control them. Though I guess if I didn't have emotions, I would feel bad about never being happy...? Idk, I'd rather have extremes than nothing at all.
Okay, it's nothing bad but I am literally in a state of shock right now. Completely speechless. Tears falling on my cheeks in confusion, and I am not fucking joking.
A friend of mine, who I've had history with, just texted me two texts worth of...I don't even know what to call it. Regret over what could have been? She ended it with saying she adored me and sounds wistful of what we've could have been. Or at least that's how I'm interpreting it? I honestly don't know and I want to text her or call her, but I genuinely don't know what to say.
I know this sounds confusing but I don't want to sleep on it. I'm trying to figure out what to say. Anything. My mouth won't let out a sound.
Oh god, and now I'm thinking of her last fb post where she was talking about loving someone she couldn't have. A part of me would love for her to be talking about me, but I've been convincing myself that she's just talking about another friend.
would you rather Be able to kill anyone by writing their name in a notebook or Be able to heal anyone of any injury/illness, or revive the dead via a kiss? Death Note or Prince Charming?
depends on the dead, if it's like an old person who is going to die again soon anyway then i'd rather heal, but if it's like idk someone relatively young then revive via a kiss
death note, NO QUESTION. i have so many people on my shit list (nobody i know personally tho, just people like that guy who runs that site where people post hacked nude pics, terry richardson, etc.)
its on like a weird sticky post thing... like on message boards where there are threads that are always at the top of the list. but there are other newer posts that have gone through since then
There's a sticky note in the corner of this post, which means it stays on top of all of the other posts. There have been new posts approved all night, you just have to scroll down.
I want to go back to not being able to express emotion.
This feels so fucking weird.
stay strong!
Edited at 2012-04-07 06:45 am (UTC)
losing a baby/small child would be so painful
it's kinda sad that i want this pretty bad.
FYI I don't like super hate your baby just because I posted this. I have nephews and I love them.
Edited at 2012-04-07 07:11 am (UTC)
A friend of mine, who I've had history with, just texted me two texts worth of...I don't even know what to call it. Regret over what could have been? She ended it with saying she adored me and sounds wistful of what we've could have been. Or at least that's how I'm interpreting it? I honestly don't know and I want to text her or call her, but I genuinely don't know what to say.
I know this sounds confusing but I don't want to sleep on it. I'm trying to figure out what to say. Anything. My mouth won't let out a sound.
Edited at 2012-04-07 06:57 am (UTC)
it's quicker.
http://www.vidbux.com/y2ykm4twsb2t/degr