10:59 pm - 03/02/2010


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I'm on the plane listening to The College Dropout. It brings back so many memories. When we made it I had all 6 parents, 4 grandparents and my mom and dad. Now I have my dad and my grandfather. Music is so nostalgic. Every song I listen to brings me back to when I first played them for my mom, when I first played them for Dame, when I first played them for Jay, when I first played them for Kweli, when I first played them for my niggas back in Chi, when the album first came out, when I first called Ebro from Hot 97 and begged him to play Through the Wire, when DJ Pharris blew me up in the Chi. We used to be the niggas rocking polo shirts, Louie backpacks, paper denim jeans and exclusive Adidas from Sporty LA. We were the Underdogs. I never feel like I'm not the underdog. I never felt completely comfortable. I'm tormented by the need to create. With the loss of McQueen I feel like we lost one of the faces of modern creativity's Mount Rushmore. There were times that the only thing that kept me on this earth was the need and responsibility to create. Maybe McQueen felt his job was done because his last collection was the greatest of the decade. We are all so hurt. I know we're selfish because he brought us so much joy and inspiration. I know how it feels when the night demons come. We can't let them control our hands and feet. Sometimes when it hurts so bad we have to just lay in the bed. Just lay in bed and don't move please, I know how it feels. I wish McQueen could have just been still. Don't let the psychiatrists give you their drugs because it slows down your wings. Society and public opinion can beat the wings off of Angels. When God sees they can't take it anymore He brings them back home. During this new album process sometimes I turn the music up and drink and cry. When something sounds so amazing and groundbreaking I'm reminded of why I live. I drink the pain of now 2 generations and breathe our melodies and messages. The music keeps us alive. I was blessed with the opportunity to bring my and others' dreams to life. It's like performing magic or something. It's surreal. We bring the unrealistic to reality. Go hard go hard go hard echoes in my dreams. When I wake up and brush my teeth and look in the mirror it's like I see Michael and my mom and Malcolm... Who's that African in the background mom? Oh, he created the original layouts for the Pyramids, but was written out of the hstory books and his MTV Award was given to "Aliens." There's no such thing as fact anymore, only opinion. The closest thing we have to "fact" is "common opinion." Everything is an opinion. The way you dress is an expression of your opinion. Your religious beliefs are your opinion. The music you turn up loud is your opinion. For most people it's easier to just agree. For me the hardest thing is to 'just' agree and that is what sparks creativity, the feeling that something can be better, the feeling that something's missing, the feeling that something's needed.
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Mods: I know we don't want to post every single journal entry/tweet from every celebrity on ONTD, but this one truly has a quality to it that I think people should peruse & appreciate and/or critique.
Personally I was quite moved by this. Much love, Kanye - stay strong and keep creating.
Kanye's latest blog

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I transcribed the text in case the image fails:
I'm on the plane listening to The College Dropout. It brings back so many memories. When we made it I had all 6 parents, 4 grandparents and my mom and dad. Now I have my dad and my grandfather. Music is so nostalgic. Every song I listen to brings me back to when I first played them for my mom, when I first played them for Dame, when I first played them for Jay, when I first played them for Kweli, when I first played them for my niggas back in Chi, when the album first came out, when I first called Ebro from Hot 97 and begged him to play Through the Wire, when DJ Pharris blew me up in the Chi. We used to be the niggas rocking polo shirts, Louie backpacks, paper denim jeans and exclusive Adidas from Sporty LA. We were the Underdogs. I never feel like I'm not the underdog. I never felt completely comfortable. I'm tormented by the need to create. With the loss of McQueen I feel like we lost one of the faces of modern creativity's Mount Rushmore. There were times that the only thing that kept me on this earth was the need and responsibility to create. Maybe McQueen felt his job was done because his last collection was the greatest of the decade. We are all so hurt. I know we're selfish because he brought us so much joy and inspiration. I know how it feels when the night demons come. We can't let them control our hands and feet. Sometimes when it hurts so bad we have to just lay in the bed. Just lay in bed and don't move please, I know how it feels. I wish McQueen could have just been still. Don't let the psychiatrists give you their drugs because it slows down your wings. Society and public opinion can beat the wings off of Angels. When God sees they can't take it anymore He brings them back home. During this new album process sometimes I turn the music up and drink and cry. When something sounds so amazing and groundbreaking I'm reminded of why I live. I drink the pain of now 2 generations and breathe our melodies and messages. The music keeps us alive. I was blessed with the opportunity to bring my and others' dreams to life. It's like performing magic or something. It's surreal. We bring the unrealistic to reality. Go hard go hard go hard echoes in my dreams. When I wake up and brush my teeth and look in the mirror it's like I see Michael and my mom and Malcolm... Who's that African in the background mom? Oh, he created the original layouts for the Pyramids, but was written out of the hstory books and his MTV Award was given to "Aliens." There's no such thing as fact anymore, only opinion. The closest thing we have to "fact" is "common opinion." Everything is an opinion. The way you dress is an expression of your opinion. Your religious beliefs are your opinion. The music you turn up loud is your opinion. For most people it's easier to just agree. For me the hardest thing is to 'just' agree and that is what sparks creativity, the feeling that something can be better, the feeling that something's missing, the feeling that something's needed.
Source
Mods: I know we don't want to post every single journal entry/tweet from every celebrity on ONTD, but this one truly has a quality to it that I think people should peruse & appreciate and/or critique.
Personally I was quite moved by this. Much love, Kanye - stay strong and keep creating.
and btw that tour was the best concert I have ever been to, and it was mostly because of him
think i like it tho.
it's ok kanye
you'll win an MTV award one day.
AS I SAID BEFORE, THIS IS DEEP.
The only thing that worries me is the drinking... We know how that's ended before.
if i were on the highest cliff on the highest riff, and you slipped off the side and clenched all of your life in my grip i would never, ever let you down.
this one works well with Jesus Walks