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10:59 pm - 03/02/2010

Kanye's latest blog





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I transcribed the text in case the image fails:

I'm on the plane listening to The College Dropout. It brings back so many memories. When we made it I had all 6 parents, 4 grandparents and my mom and dad. Now I have my dad and my grandfather. Music is so nostalgic. Every song I listen to brings me back to when I first played them for my mom, when I first played them for Dame, when I first played them for Jay, when I first played them for Kweli, when I first played them for my niggas back in Chi, when the album first came out, when I first called Ebro from Hot 97 and begged him to play Through the Wire, when DJ Pharris blew me up in the Chi. We used to be the niggas rocking polo shirts, Louie backpacks, paper denim jeans and exclusive Adidas from Sporty LA. We were the Underdogs. I never feel like I'm not the underdog. I never felt completely comfortable. I'm tormented by the need to create. With the loss of McQueen I feel like we lost one of the faces of modern creativity's Mount Rushmore. There were times that the only thing that kept me on this earth was the need and responsibility to create. Maybe McQueen felt his job was done because his last collection was the greatest of the decade. We are all so hurt. I know we're selfish because he brought us so much joy and inspiration. I know how it feels when the night demons come. We can't let them control our hands and feet. Sometimes when it hurts so bad we have to just lay in the bed. Just lay in bed and don't move please, I know how it feels. I wish McQueen could have just been still. Don't let the psychiatrists give you their drugs because it slows down your wings. Society and public opinion can beat the wings off of Angels. When God sees they can't take it anymore He brings them back home. During this new album process sometimes I turn the music up and drink and cry. When something sounds so amazing and groundbreaking I'm reminded of why I live. I drink the pain of now 2 generations and breathe our melodies and messages. The music keeps us alive. I was blessed with the opportunity to bring my and others' dreams to life. It's like performing magic or something. It's surreal. We bring the unrealistic to reality. Go hard go hard go hard echoes in my dreams. When I wake up and brush my teeth and look in the mirror it's like I see Michael and my mom and Malcolm... Who's that African in the background mom? Oh, he created the original layouts for the Pyramids, but was written out of the hstory books and his MTV Award was given to "Aliens." There's no such thing as fact anymore, only opinion. The closest thing we have to "fact" is "common opinion." Everything is an opinion. The way you dress is an expression of your opinion. Your religious beliefs are your opinion. The music you turn up loud is your opinion. For most people it's easier to just agree. For me the hardest thing is to 'just' agree and that is what sparks creativity, the feeling that something can be better, the feeling that something's missing, the feeling that something's needed.


Source

Mods: I know we don't want to post every single journal entry/tweet from every celebrity on ONTD, but this one truly has a quality to it that I think people should peruse & appreciate and/or critique.

Personally I was quite moved by this. Much love, Kanye - stay strong and keep creating.
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[info]_clubsandwiches 3rd-Mar-2010 04:00 am (UTC)
[info]_____faith 3rd-Mar-2010 04:01 am (UTC)
Always & Forever
[info]affliction 3rd-Mar-2010 05:44 am (UTC)
Your icon <3
[info]theoutlawtorn 3rd-Mar-2010 04:01 am (UTC)
<3
[info]abiding 3rd-Mar-2010 04:02 am (UTC)
AMEN.
[info]kayren_xd 3rd-Mar-2010 04:03 am (UTC)
omg lol amazing
[info]arrivetoolate 3rd-Mar-2010 04:03 am (UTC)
Amazing
[info]kipperbloomer 3rd-Mar-2010 04:04 am (UTC)
PERFECT FIRST COMMENT
[info]mechuparmucho 3rd-Mar-2010 04:05 am (UTC)
disgusting as TDK
[info]ireadyou_right 3rd-Mar-2010 04:05 am (UTC)
hahaha
[info]ex_partyhar 3rd-Mar-2010 04:05 am (UTC)
iawtc
[info]sashaj22 3rd-Mar-2010 04:06 am (UTC)
amazing!
[info]riookierin 3rd-Mar-2010 04:06 am (UTC)
LMAO
[info]sh3l8y 3rd-Mar-2010 04:06 am (UTC)
:')
[info]zdisneygirl1990 3rd-Mar-2010 04:08 am (UTC)
Preach it
[info]baby_bytes 3rd-Mar-2010 04:08 am (UTC)
KANYE WALKS!
[info]_wickedjealous 3rd-Mar-2010 04:08 am (UTC)
YES
[info]digitalanathema 3rd-Mar-2010 04:08 am (UTC)
PREACH
[info]also_loled_irl 3rd-Mar-2010 04:09 am (UTC)
ia
[info]falling_cookie 3rd-Mar-2010 04:10 am (UTC)
so true
[info]reforzado 3rd-Mar-2010 04:15 am (UTC)
TRUTH
[info]surferxchris 3rd-Mar-2010 04:15 am (UTC)
Always appropriate.
[info]rinirini 3rd-Mar-2010 04:19 am (UTC)
<3
[info]secretly 3rd-Mar-2010 04:19 am (UTC)
:')
[info]beccaztr0n 3rd-Mar-2010 04:19 am (UTC)
trufax
[info]milktrees 3rd-Mar-2010 04:22 am (UTC)
[info]hearty_chili 3rd-Mar-2010 04:26 am (UTC)
For Kanye so loved pop music, that He sacrificed his dignity as a grown man to stand up for the integrity of the VMAs
[info]love_alice 3rd-Mar-2010 04:31 am (UTC)
lollll
[info]fivebelievers 3rd-Mar-2010 04:40 am (UTC)
AMEN.
[info]starchit 3rd-Mar-2010 04:53 am (UTC)
A+
[info]empressfunk 3rd-Mar-2010 04:53 am (UTC)
What a wonderful first comment. :')
[info]snnat17 3rd-Mar-2010 04:54 am (UTC)
very true!
and btw that tour was the best concert I have ever been to, and it was mostly because of him
[info]loveindisaster 3rd-Mar-2010 04:54 am (UTC)
omg
[info]hello_samm 3rd-Mar-2010 04:55 am (UTC)
beautiful
[info]slippingunderr 3rd-Mar-2010 05:04 am (UTC)
lol ia
[info]erraticxemotion 3rd-Mar-2010 05:05 am (UTC)
A+
[info]bushidoniggy 3rd-Mar-2010 05:12 am (UTC)
[info]ybfchic 3rd-Mar-2010 05:18 am (UTC)
hmm, not sure how i feel about this.
think i like it tho.
[info]tiddlywinks103 3rd-Mar-2010 05:21 am (UTC)
LOVE IT.
[info]mahgie 3rd-Mar-2010 05:27 am (UTC)
well i'll be damned, hello amazing .jpeg, you
[info]floetcist 3rd-Mar-2010 05:40 am (UTC)
lol oh gosh.
[info]tteenangstt 3rd-Mar-2010 07:29 am (UTC)
NEVER FORGET
[info]memento 3rd-Mar-2010 07:36 am (UTC)
I LOVE YOU KANYE
[info]wintourseason 3rd-Mar-2010 02:45 pm (UTC)
yessss
[info]mardiness 3rd-Mar-2010 04:00 am (UTC)
repost
[info]_____faith 3rd-Mar-2010 04:01 am (UTC)
earlier post was deleted
[info]_____faith 3rd-Mar-2010 04:00 am (UTC)
Sorry again mods - was so focused on resizing the actual blog I forgot about the God&Man image -_-
[info]grayestnova 3rd-Mar-2010 04:01 am (UTC)
"but was written out of the hstory books and his MTV Award was given to "Aliens.""

it's ok kanye

you'll win an MTV award one day.
[info]lemonsherry 3rd-Mar-2010 04:05 am (UTC)
that made me lol in the middle of all the tearful~ inspirational stuff. ilh
[info]ree7aan 3rd-Mar-2010 04:06 am (UTC)
lol ikr. i was with him until that point then it was a bit of a double take.
[info]underdog_ontop 3rd-Mar-2010 04:14 am (UTC)
we pray for this day!
[info]rinirini 3rd-Mar-2010 04:19 am (UTC)
lol
[info]102bb 3rd-Mar-2010 04:01 am (UTC)
STAY STRONG KANYE
[info]rafz20 3rd-Mar-2010 04:33 am (UTC)
KANYEEZUS WALKS.
[info]abiding 3rd-Mar-2010 04:01 am (UTC)
YEEZY IS BACK.

AS I SAID BEFORE, THIS IS DEEP.
[info]i_prefer_scummy 3rd-Mar-2010 07:45 am (UTC)
He was falling off the bike for a bit but he is def back on with this blog.

The only thing that worries me is the drinking... We know how that's ended before.
[info]abiding 3rd-Mar-2010 08:04 pm (UTC)
I MEANT THE ENTRY HO SINCE IT WAS ORIGINALLY DELETED
[info]trashic 3rd-Mar-2010 04:02 am (UTC)
this post was wonderful. i was listening to The College Dropout the other day and got teary-eyed around the middle of Never Let Me Down.
[info]also_loled_irl 3rd-Mar-2010 04:09 am (UTC)
That's one of my top 3 Kanye songs ever, it's seriously amazing
[info]flowerings 3rd-Mar-2010 04:12 am (UTC)
Yes.
[info]underdog_ontop 3rd-Mar-2010 04:16 am (UTC)
that's my favorite song ever.

if i were on the highest cliff on the highest riff, and you slipped off the side and clenched all of your life in my grip i would never, ever let you down.
[info]kawaiisis86 3rd-Mar-2010 05:49 pm (UTC)
i ALWAYS get teary eyed. its that speech that gets me!
[info]paarycia 3rd-Mar-2010 08:56 pm (UTC)
That song is a-ma-zing.
[info]addicteddisplay 3rd-Mar-2010 04:02 am (UTC)
~deep~
[info]theoutlawtorn 3rd-Mar-2010 04:03 am (UTC)
I love the way he writes. And I totally binged on his music today. While I love 808s & Heartbreak, I think I prefer the lyrical content of his earlier albums.
[info]sleepofplagues 3rd-Mar-2010 04:03 am (UTC)
I HAVE FAITH IN DE KANYE. #DEKANYE
[info]flowerings 3rd-Mar-2010 04:03 am (UTC)
I love him, sfm.
[info]christini_smith 3rd-Mar-2010 04:03 am (UTC)
This is actually really nice. Well put, Kanye
[info]judgmental 3rd-Mar-2010 04:05 am (UTC)
Is that supposed to be cute or sexy? Because it's freaking me out.
[info]lloneke 3rd-Mar-2010 04:06 am (UTC)
When she winks its like half her face is shutting down
[info]iamaunicorn 3rd-Mar-2010 04:18 am (UTC)
it's called a seizure, no need to be mean to the disabled :(
[info]medornage 3rd-Mar-2010 05:20 am (UTC)
i think it's extra hard for her to wink given her eyes don't open.
[info]seanb814 3rd-Mar-2010 04:06 am (UTC)
OMG LOL
[info]nicholasdee 3rd-Mar-2010 04:07 am (UTC)
who?
[info]yaoiworksforme 3rd-Mar-2010 04:14 am (UTC)
This bitch.
[info]itsjoelle 3rd-Mar-2010 04:19 am (UTC)
DNW.
[info]secretly 3rd-Mar-2010 04:20 am (UTC)
get this bitch the fuck outta here
[info]rafz20 3rd-Mar-2010 04:31 am (UTC)
DIS DISGUSTING KUNT GON' GIT HER HEAD KNOCKED IN BAH MAH FIYST.
[info]chelledbrown 3rd-Mar-2010 04:53 am (UTC)
...Stroke?
[info]lillylilacs 3rd-Mar-2010 05:35 am (UTC)
I feel like she is threatening me
[info]skyllo01 4th-Mar-2010 12:41 am (UTC)
gtfo, squint
[info]becky3306 3rd-Mar-2010 04:04 am (UTC)
Such insight. What a revolutionary. Bow in the presence of greatness. etc.
[info]anaskew 3rd-Mar-2010 04:14 am (UTC)
y'all should be honored by my lateness.
[info]underdog_ontop 3rd-Mar-2010 04:17 am (UTC)
that i would even show up to this fake shit!
[info]wumpie 3rd-Mar-2010 04:04 am (UTC)
i always read his blogs as if he is rapping them

this one works well with Jesus Walks
[info]meganalice07 3rd-Mar-2010 04:33 am (UTC)
lol i do the exact same thing.
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